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It Was Good

When we landed in Africa back in 1987, the wonder of our surroundings took our breath away. The setting was picturesque. The house we lived in was set on the eastern shore of Lake Tanganyika. The mountains of Tanzania faced us every morning peering over the horizon of the lake.

It was beautiful and it was good.

The afternoon we arrived, full of jet lag, my thoughts drifted to the next morning’s coffee. I was sure that since I was in Africa, my morning coffee was going to be amazing since Africa is known for its coffee.

Instant Coffee

My hopes were dashed when, in the kitchen, I noticed that all the coffee that there was to be found on the shelf was a small tin of instant coffee. I was horrified. However, I decided to give the questionable powder, made in neighboring Tanzania, a chance. As a first generation American of Finnish decent, the importance of coffee in our culture’s daily routine is impossible to deny. The words  “instant coffee” aren’t words we Finns dare to utter, even in jest, when speaking of coffee.

It’s all about the coffee.

Weeks turned into months and I was still bound to drinking the sullied concoction of coffee-flavored powder and hot water. What I had learned, out of necessity in a very short period of time, was how to make mayonnaise, bake bread, and cook a meal from almost nothing. What escaped me was real brewed coffee.

As my borders expanded personally, I braved going to town and the market by myself and learned to speak the local language. Speaking the language even just a bit helped a great deal in all of my bold exploits. Everything I learned wasn’t a result of my curiosity, it came purely out of necessity. The process of learning often left me in a puddle of tears. What I learned over and over that those hard processes were good for me.

Out Of My Reach

Yet, in spite of all my learning, a good cup of coffee in the land of coffee seemed an impossibility. Until one day when I was walking in the market and saw a pile of strange pale colored beans on the ground (for all things in the market were lined up on the ground). I asked the lady selling the strange beans what they were. Much to my delight she said, “kahawa” (coffee). Without hesitation, I scooped up two kilos (a bit over four pounds) and headed home with high hopes of fresh coffee in my mind.

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Raw coffee beans don’t look like coffee I used to buy in the grocery store.

No Coffee Grinder

I knew the coffee needed to be cleaned (obviously) and then roasted in our oven which was easy enough – but how was I to grind it? There was no store where I could buy a coffee grinder or anything like a coffee grinder. Nevertheless, I wasn’t ready to give up. I had seen the ladies in the villages grinding flour with large mortars and pestles, called a “kinu,” made of wood. Of course there were none that were ready-made to be found, I had to order one to be made. After what seemed to be months (which was really only a week or two) the elusive “kinu” was delivered to my doorstep.

In My Quest For Coffee

It couldn’t be too hard to grind coffee, could it?

Once I had my “kinu” I got to the serious business of grinding our coffee beans. The pounding was harder than I thought, it took a toll on my shoulders, but I eventually learned how to work with this contraption. The pestle (large stick that pounds into the mortar) was heavy and it worked best when allowed to fall through my hands and smash the beans. In time, I was able to grind a week’s worth of coffee in minutes without having sore shoulders afterwards.

What I would do in my quest for coffee was nothing less than heroic.

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I really have used a “kinu” many times and each cup of coffee made it worth the effort! PS – please ignore the 80s hair and bad perm not to mention the SHOES!

But That Was Good

2 Corinthians 1:8-10 LB “I think you ought to know dear brothers, about the hard time we went through…We were really crushed and overwhelmed, and feared we would never live through it. We felt we were doomed to die and saw how powerless we were to help ourselves; but that was good, for then we put everything into the hands of God, who alone could save us…And He did help us and save us…”

It couldn’t be too hard, serving God, could it? Like grinding coffee, it seemed to me when I started out in my life of serving God that it would be simple enough to follow the Leader. Later on I came to understand that what appeared to be easy in the beginning turned out to be hard when the waves of opposition, misunderstanding and lack met me it seemed at every juncture. Those waves made it easy for me to want to quit.

Feeling Like Quitting

Like you, I’ve wanted to quit on more than one occasion. Sometimes I’ve felt like quitting multiple times in a day and I imagine I’m not alone. But I’m still here, still moving forward, holding out hope against hope for a brighter tomorrow.  So what is it that keeps me going when giving up sorely tempts me to walk away? I can answer this question with a question: What is there to go back to? I’ve seen and experienced too much of God to give up on Him.

On The Other Side

It is on the other side of my wanting to quit, I find those miracles that I’ve prayed for so earnestly. The process of being in a place of wanting to quit but refusing to puts me in a place of Divine intervention. God doesn’t have to step in and save me, He owes me nothing and I owe Him everything. The thing about God is that He always does what He does best. He comes to my rescue. This honor is offered to all but only few dare to walk far enough past the proverbial “line drawn in the sand” to receive it. So it was good when I found myself powerless to help because it placed me in a place of trusting God, hoping in and believing that His promises are true.

Psalm 16:6 ESV “The lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; indeed, I have a beautiful inheritance.”

Those lines we draw of wanting to quit bring us to what otherwise would have eluded us: a beautiful inheritance. In reality, the lines are pleasant lines if we can just see past what has gotten us there.

So it was good that I was doomed, helpless and powerless.

Through those times I learned that the lines have fallen for me in pleasant places.

4 thoughts on “It Was Good”

  1. I just reread Psalm 16 two days ago during my quiet time with God! And how you have brought it to life here in your beautiful account of how you made coffee from beans! What a struggle but what joy in the result. So like our lives! Thank you for this beautiful and encouraging post! <3 <3

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